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He didn't have any better answers for me. I've always been a "figure it out yourself" kind of guy, so I decided to take matters into my own hands. Read the Full Story Did Lindsey Graham Really Endorse Trump to Be Pope? Does the Pontiff Wear a Funny Hat?! Scrolling on X (formerly Twitter) is a reliable destroyer of any good mood. Posting on X (formerly Twitter) is a waste of time. Even keeping an account on X (formerly Twitter) is borderline unethical—and when I say that, I mean it's on the other side of the border, and come to think of it, it's also not particularly close anymore. But I still haven't nuked my account, because every now and then somebody posts something very stupid, and I have to go see if it's real, and these days it always is, and it is nearly always a government official.   So here's something that United States Senator Lindsey Graham posted last evening. Read the Full Story This Is Still the Best Grill You've been oversold. Like everything else in 2025, grills have become unnecessarily complex. Pellet grills are incredible pieces of tech, but all those digital components have a lifespan. Gas grills are quick, easy, and forever reliable, but they're limited in what they can cook. I love a Kamado Joe or Big Green Egg, but they're more than most people need. And all these grills will easily run you $1,000 or more.   So what's the answer for the average home cook? What's the answer for a someone who wants to buy for life, who wants to do the most with something simple? It's a Weber Kettle. It's always been a Weber Kettle. Simple machines are less fragile, more likely to last, and a this is an ingeniously simple machine. Read the Full Story The 10 Best Albums of 2025 (So Far) We're one-third of the way through 2025, but still waiting for the year's musical identity to come into focus. The jury is still out on how big Lady Gaga's Mayhem will turn out to be, and other than a couple of big hip-hop albums (Playboy Carti, PartyNextDoor, and Drake), the charts still look like they did last year.   Maybe things will shake up this month—we're fully into festival season, and new records are on the way from Morgan Wallen, Lana Del Rey, and Miley Cyrus. But despair not, because the last few weeks have seen some excellent new music—granted, maybe not made for the pop charts—from both impressive young talent (Jensen McRae) and underappreciated veterans (Craig Finn, Irma Thomas). And "Song of the Summer" debates start in three, two, one… Read the Full Story Bad Dojo: Tiger Schulmann Didn't Get to Be America's No. 1 Karate Kingpin Without Busting a Few Faces The origin story is legend, told to prospective students, printed in karate magazines, plastered on the wall of the franchise's New Jersey headquarters: One day in 1972, Schulmann's older brother Ben crawled home from the bus stop after anti-Semitic bullies broke his leg.   It had been a long road for the Schulmann family to this small house in West Haverstraw, New York. His father, David, grew up in Berlin in the 1930s and fled the Nazis as a boy. His family made it all the way to Shanghai, just in time for the Japanese to lock them in an internment camp. Through a chain-link fence, little David watched the imperial army practice karate and then use those skills to rough up Chinese civilians. Seeing martial arts in action made a lasting impression on him. 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